Monday, October 18, 2004
Yesterday, I have lost my dear friend. I was so shocked to hear the news of her departure. She has passed away peacefully at her home just slightly after Subuh at the age of 30. The last call I got from her was somewhere in late August. She has been suffering from cancer for the past one year. She was telling me that her cancer had spread to the bones and chances for her surviving is 50-50. She has stopped her chemotherapy as advised by her doctor as the treatment does not make any difference to her condition. I still remember her last words thru’ our teleconversation…
She : Lyn, my condition dah terok tau. Doctor cakap chances 50-50. I dah tak kuasa lah girl. Me : Dear, jangan cakap macam gitu. You must be strong ok. She : Entah lah…tapi I regret lah sebab my husband nak anak perempuan. I dah tak boleh beranak lagi…. Me : Please don’t say that ok. You have given him two chubby boys. Sekarang u must jaga kesihatan you.. She : Yes..He understand. Cuma I aje have that feeling. Lyn…..tak tau raya macam mana. Kalau kita dapat jumpa, jumpa lah kalau tak jumpa tak lah… Me : (Blurrr…) I couldn’t sleep well last night coz keep remembering about her. After visiting her family and talking to her husband, I felt that life is so short. Time is so precious. We can have all the luxury and happiness now and it can go anytime without we realising it. To my dear friend, may your soul rest in peace. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiuun.......
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