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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
I MISSED YOU....
Have you ever thought of the time you have spent with your love ones? Do you really make use of the time when you are with them?
Right now, suddenly I feel that I just missed my son. My husband. My family. (Missed – read as missing spending valuable time). Yes! Right now I feel like I wanna be by their side. I just wanna hug them. I just wanna be by their side all the time. Although I saw them everyday, the feeling is just different today. You know the wife/mom feeling. How I wish I could be SAHM. Taking care of my son on my own. Spending every minute with him. Seeing him growing right in front of my eyes every second, every minute, every hour, everyday. How I wish every morning I can bathe him, feed him, play with him. And in the evening….all ready waiting for DH to come back from work. All ready to serve him with dinner….yes we have dinner together….one happy family, one loving family…How I wish.. But the fact is NO. I have to leave my son to my mom to take care. Every morning when I’m off to work, he is still in his sweet dreams and by the time I came back, we have only like one or two hours to be together before he goes to his dreamland again. If I have to work a bit late, then the time I can spend with him is like less then an hour. Playing with him here and there and then its time for bed. Weekends. After the whole week staying at mom’s place, how I wish so much if we could spend time together. Three of us. Yes! Only three of us. At our own home. We need a break…. Solution. To bring HD back to & fro everyday from Fernvale to CCK? On public transport? Or I have to just quit my job? Part-time job? Is this called Sacrifice? If not then what?
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A career woman. Happily married to A.
Crazy in luv. Sentimental. . . . .
and all she ever wanted is PEACE. .
